Sunday, September 28, 2008
Law & Order
Actually, it may not have been a boot.
It could have been a leaf.
Television has poisoned my brain.
I’d never join the force.
A Dirt Road, WA
Saturday, September 27, 2008
To Mrs. Laurenzie, Whose Red Lipstick Was the Brightest Thing I Saw On the First Day of School in 1998 When I Moved to Haddon Heights, New Jersey
like Rembrandt.
I recall in the fourth grade
looking at
a book of
his paintings.
At one in particular,
my art teacher exclaimed “how beautiful!”
Rembrandt had painted light caught
in the slick muddy side of clay on a wheel.
To me at the time
it just looked like a white band
of nothing that had found
its way to a potter’s hands.
I am on Friday, but the world is on Saturday. Let us not argue over it.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Latin American Politics: 11:40-12:30, MWF
The air cools, the green fades, the leaves blur together and fuse into flat darkness. The clearing clears and the musty smell of wet earth becomes the stale smell of unwashed laundry. I awake on all fours scratching at my typewriter.
Refrigerator Magnet Poem
following spring
glad that his
once magic light
yellowed for good
Monday, September 22, 2008
Then the air cools with the approaching evening, I breathe it.
There was a time when I favored the moon but that has long since passed. It went out with my singing. Night singing beneath stars. Singing out the blues and grays, cast in the jaundice of streetlamps.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Please enjoy this throwback from just over a year ago.
I woke up at six fifty.
Scraps of morning light
draped themselves across
the floor and ceiling,
the walls
and a pile of dirty clothes.
My eyes burned and were dry.
What the hell is this place?
The apartment was almost empty—
Finally.
It looked so much bigger
without all that useless stuff.
I was only there for the night.
I dreaded showering,
and shaving my legs
and washing my hair
and hating my stomach
We got to the funeral home,
an old Victorian house—
the inside a blur
of aging flowered wall paper
stiff carpet
and pastel accents
the color of easy listening music
on very low volume.
The door to the room
folded like a brown,
creaky accordion.
I saw the giant spray of flowers
somehow resting above the open casket.
I picked those out, my mother said, smiling.
They remind me of Hawaiian shirts, I said.
They really did, and I liked them.
Somewhere, PA
"Want to go back to my place?"
He bit too hard to be sexy. 8 hours at work had brought them to the bar & 2 hours at the bar had lead them to the park. Now from the park they would go to his apartment. Really, it was his friend's apartment. He had been staying there for two months. She was curious if he paid rent. She did not ask. He slept on a fold out couch with no sheets. There was a book of CDs under the pillow, a discovery she made while he went to the bathroom. They kissed all night & into the morning & it was awful. She slipped out at 8:30 a.m. & rode her bike to a bookstore & then through that same park, then to her house. Her hair was windblown when she got through the front door & she realized she had left her hairclip next to the makeshift bed. At work three days after she asked him for it. Weeks later he still had not returned it. It was a black ellipse with pink & blue flowers on it. She imagined how it would be when they made the subtle exchange at work. She imagined it must feel strange for a man, to have a ladies' hairclip in his pocket.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Day One
like hotcakes. The weather was
not so extreme, after all.
But oh, the sun did shine brilliantly.
I got lost for awhile, beneath
pages and pages.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Plots
Grief distorts her vision
she sees everything in
the backward light
of the past. She stands at
the edge of her father’s
grave and wonders
what makes these plots
so beautiful? To one side,
a yellow field
leans, willed by the wind.
A forest wraps around
the left perimeter, a right angle.
The road to the place
is small, and winds around
the curvature of the landscape.
Two brick pillars announce
the location of the entrance.
Perhaps it is because she often visits
in spring, but she swears
she always feels the sun out there.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Orange Lady
There is no way to know, but it probably went something like this:
The cheaply framed photo of John Lennon in front of the Statue of Liberty fell off the wall. As it came crashing down it took out an orange statuette of a woman's face (I think she may be Indian) that was hanging directly below it.
I found a whole mess in a confused pile on my desk upon entering the room. I've hung everything back up now, but I'm a little concerned as to how long they will hold.
Otherwise, today was somewhat uneventful. This entry is meant to serve as an introduction to myself and my writing. I hope to use this blog to make my work accessible to anyone interested.